I went home this weekend for my 10 year high school reunion back in St. Cloud. I had such a good time. It was so great to be able to connect with people again. Some I talk to regularly, others I haven't see in since high school. But I can honestly say it was good to see everyone. And a special thanks to those that talked to me about their interest in my blog and reminded me that I need to write!
In my reflection one thought keeps going through my head about this weekend: I am blessed. I woke up feeling this way but it wasn't until after a run this afternoon that helped clarify things for me and encouraged me to dig a little deeper. I thought back many times while talking with good friends, people that I lost touch with or people I just plain didn't talk with much through high school, about who I was then and who I am now. I was happy with my high school self, but like anyone that age I had a lot stuff to figure out and a lot of growing up to do. Looking back from then to the present, I can say that I am and proud of the person and the woman I have become. Possibly, for the first time I really realized that I am happy with me. Me. Just me! What a concept :)
I was humbled by the things that people felt comfortable sharing me, and in contrast, the things that I felt comfortable sharing with others. It can be hard to admit faults, downfalls or areas we aware that need change. We are all human. We all struggle through this thing called life. Some struggles are bigger, others are smaller. Why do we act like this struggle is something to be ashamed of? It makes us who we are. We can only learn from our life experiences and move on. It's tough to do this alone, so let it be known that I am here to support you in your struggles and celebrate you in your joys.
I don't want to make this blog sound like 'Yay me! I have my crap together!' because I certainly don't. I just wanted to share my thoughts and encourage you to think back 10 years (or 5 or whatever number is a good or lucky number for you!) and review your life - where you were then and where you have come. We've all changed and that's okay! Look at what you've done, overcome and accomplished! Way to go YOU!
In your reflection you may also have seen some things that you want to change. And that's okay! What will your next years bring? What do you want to do, overcome and/or accomplish? In the words of Kelly, Lisa and Jessie from Saved By the Bell "Put your mind to it! Go for it! Go on an break a sweat! Rock and roll you ain't seen nothing yet." Come on...you all know I have to put some sort of dorky inspirational spin on this blog ;) It's just who I (proudly) am!
Until next time...
Coffee, cats and wine and I'll be fine :)
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